Everyday is one of those days lately, it drives me mad. I can't just go out no. I have to make sure I look perfect and my hair is prefect and my clothes have to be ironed 10 million times and I'm never happy. I buy nice clothes and then I get bored and want different ones, It's like I hardly have any money to my name as it is but I can't control it. I even started straightening my hair to make it STRAIGHTER, despite the fact that using straightners ruins your hair I think it looks better anyway. If someone looked at me they would not think I spend so much time on myself. If I put weight on already I wouldn't have so much as a problem to look better anyway because I'd be able to pull off wearing creased clothes and god knows what, it's just the fact that right now I don't want to look like some deprived child. UGH. I'm having one of those days really!!!!!! Where nothing is perfect but I want it to be.